Decision

I remember school days, the joy held tight,  

Then college began—a mix of fright.  

Excitement and dread in a single sweep,  

I chose a path I was unsure to keep.  

The fear of exams always near,  

But the time with friends was heaven, clear.  

My illness struck, brought tears and pain,  

I turned to hobbies, to feel whole again.  

Yet choosing a career left me lost,  

A dreamer, now counting the cost.  

Back in school, I dreamt to soar,  

An astronaut, my heart once swore.  

But I landed in IT, far from my star,  

Chasing every job I'd seen from afar.  

My heart spoke once, I chose to heed—  

It called me to film, a director's lead.  

I wrote my dreams for the screen's embrace,  

And found myself in a lonely place.  

Now I write in solitude's grace,  

Where words are my comfort, my quiet space.