Chaotic Opera

Can you see the order in chaos?

Can you hear the sound in noise?

Can you feel the pain when they leave?

Can you sense that urgent need?

You’ve seen it all, when I was at my fall!!

Why can’t you see it now? Was our love nothing at all?

Do you want the guilt to consume me?

I feel I’ve fallen to the darkest sinful sea,

This...LIFE’s been a chaotic opera for me

Can you conceal the hurt that’s revealed?

Can you bless the curse that’s unhealed?

Can you create out of what’s destroyed?

Can you fill up this hollow void?

You were there when I fell, & it’s not that hard to tell!!

Why can’t you love me now? Were those promises nothing at all?

Do you want your heart to erase me?

I feel I’m devoid of emotions & dreams

This...LIFE’s been a chaotic opera for me

Oh my love, please believe,

Life’s always been a chaotic opera for me

Always been….

A Chaotic opera for me