Heart Beat

O heart why do you beat,

When I have accepted my defeat.

No spark, no fun, no joy left in me,

The regrets in my eyes no one can see;

O heart why do you beat,

When all I satisfy is my greed.

Broken trust can never get fixed,

All emotions are completely mixed;

O heart why do you beat,

When I washed away all my good deed.

If I could undo the mistakes I made,

Just pick a wand and obliviate;

O heart why do you beat,

When all I always do is cheat.

So much to say but I can't,

Loved ones I still have to confront.

O heart why do you beat,

When the dreams can never be complete;

All they asked was loyalty,

Now I am not even loyal to me.

Were all those years completely worthless,

Am I this selfish and thankless;

O heart why do you still beat,

When I have accepted my defeat.