Punishment

It’s been ages, we got separated, I know I couldn’t able to express my feelings at right time . Don’t know why but it happened for reason, might be it’s written in my fate that I need to be punished each and every second.

It’s easy to block you, it’s easy to stop calling you or stop answering your calls, but it’s not at all easy to stop thinking about you

When moon becomes king of the dark, each second sounds like a scratch in my heart, full of darkness, I know it’s not only this night, every night is war between me and myself .. I know my punishment, but in fact you don’t know i kept this punishment to myself, yes you heard right,  this separation I wanted, I did just to ensure you will be in safer hands, you will be with big family and mainly you will loose your family pride, your dad's dream, your mother's love.

This punishment of being far from you, this punishment of not seeing you daily pushed me in to dust ..I know I will be born again, yes again. 

just to be with you, just to love you again..