Not Attention Seeker

Actually, I really hate being a burden on anyone. I wish people will stop thinking that am in need of special attention. If someone, really wants to speak ill about me, then I truly want them to show the guts within themselves to speak directly to my face and not behind my back. It really takes a lot of time to get over from the situation which actually hurts me. But I can't speak to anyone about it. As I really don't want to show it as a complaint and to make them feel bad for it. Hate the liers most and lies.

Criticism puts a lot of pressure always on me. I know I am moody, but I am really trying to get out of it. Trying not to behave odd to anyone, trying not to shout anyone, trying not to become angry. I always like to see smiles on anyone's face and it is not important that I have to know the one. Genuine affection is the priority, not special attention.