In Shadows Of Fear___

   " Aaditya ,Aadi ,wakeup ,is this the time to sleep, how many hours can somebody sleep, "

Aadhich mom scolds him loudly, this became daily routine. She shouted louder then Aadich day started. 

     He is suffering some mental illness like fear, anxiety, illusions and lack of confidence in front of his father specially.    He is about twenty-three or four years old, a college student and started taking some drugs under the influence of his friends. This affect his brain and a healthy boy became a mental patient with a anemic body. 

    Then his treatment started.

But when in a mental trauma he stairs only to his father, huge him when he is in front of him.Kisses him ,seat in his feet.  Do everything what in normal conditions wants to do but never do it. 

     Simultaneously when treatment goes on and he comes to normal conditions his counseling sessions are started and within these sessions when the counselor asks him about his fear, and yes about the relationship between he and his parents then what he says that is shocking .

 As I saw him from his childhood he is very polite and smart .But when he has to take permission or any conversation with his father then he lost his confidence and then his father again scolds him using some insulting words. 

Many years he has a desire to find pride in the eyes of his father.

But again this trauma takes place in the life of them.

It's again raise a difference between both. 

    A psychiatrist gives him a form to fill and there also he mentions that. 

   In his memories some are about the quarrels between his mother and father. Late night quarrels, his father is an alcoholic and many times this fights become a controversy. 

 So as a child he is a witness of all that dark nights.Though his father loves him a lot but some of his words give a deep impression on his heart and only a father's love can fill it up. 

    Many days the treatment is continued but he doesn't gets come out of his dipretion. He had no hopes for his future. 

    One day a psychiatrist asks him to take his father with him ,during the treatment only his mother comes with him.

     But he father denied to come and said,"Don't expect anything from me ,there was nothing like dipretion or anything,,he is just acting to avoid practical life, you continue what you want. "

     Thus many months passed away, and he still in same mental condition. 

    One day finally the doctor said to his mother that when just his father started healthy conversations with him and only then he overcome his pain. 

       One day finally his mother told his father, "If you want that your children do well in their lives then you have to talk with them, ask them what's going on in their lives, what are ideas for their feature." But he says," Don't teach me how to grow our children's, can our father talk with us like you say? But still we have a respect for him and we are living to make his dreams come true. "

    But after some days when his mother went out for some days, then both father and son come closer, they are talking about sports, shares and yes about his career. Then another Aaditya came with confidence .

       And after some days his result came, then he finally found the pride in his father's eyes. 

    Just some hopeful words can fill the deepest wounds on the heart. But some word unknowingly gives the deep wound, many scratches are come through many years with someone and the shadow of that may makes someone's feature black. 

But take your life as a flowing river, many hurdles come but it continues to flow and this is life.

Forget and forgive is a best quote for the happy life.