girl in the palace

I was born in palace which is in the forest far from everyone,and from the city.

My mom said that I'm special im her little princess , but she leads me everytime she tells me what to do and she said she love me but never showed me,

My dad don't allow me to go out and play,

He love me but he hate me more than he loves me but try to hide it from me, i was not blind still. I can see his hate for me for no reason

The thing i need was "freedom"

i want prince charm who let me out of this palace where is no freedom and help me to let me out from my headspace,

I meet a boy who is same as my age, 

He is cute and have pretty eye he started to liking me and i also but,

Mom dont like him and she say me not to meet him cause dad don't like it if he got know that you have friend and you go out,she stop me just because of dad, i don't think so, by my side she wants me to be with her everytime.

But i like him and i can't do anything, he is standing outside of the palace and in the hallway mom say's, tell him to go and don't come again, so i say him i don't like you and get lost and after that he never came back.

Mom hate my dad after marriage cause he drink so much

Dad love his wife so much before marriage he would do anything for her to make mom his wife but after marriage he start hating her and fighting with her,

I don't like fight i hate it i wanted to cry when they fight but i can't cause i cried enough,and they didn't care if i cry or not

He thinks he can do anything what he want to he can beat me slap me or yell at me, cause he can

Sometimes mom look at me when i was crying but didnt come to me ,nothing is matter for me this palace or the forest all i need is love the true love and peace which was i never had,

Mom say you are pretty but when i look in the mirror i was but feel very ugly cause of my family,

I don't understand the meaning of family yet,

I don't know what is true love,

What is real peace,

But this is the end 

But i still have hope that i can get of of here and i wish nature will help me too

I'd never come out from the palace and locked in the forest.

And in silence no one answer but i still can the boy voice.

Home sweet Home.

The only thing i need in life was love and care ,nothing else matter.

Kids are not ugly not bad not even a monster but they was made by their own parents.