Childhood

Today I'm missing my old days... Which is my childhood... When I was a baby. I surrounded by all my family members even my neighbors also. now I'm just alone in my room.. when I was small people made funny faces for making me smile.. and that smile was too natural.. and now even no one makes me smile.. so, I need to keep a fake smile.

I think we do not get freedom after being an adult real freedom is our childhood.. we can talk to others. without expecting something from them.. they talk to us without having any expectations from us. When I was small there are no worries no stress.. and I have people to care for me... At that time.. my loved ones hold my fingers while walking.. now I need to wait for someone to hold them. I wished I had a time machine so I can go back to my childhood not for fixing my mistake.. but for life that life twice...