What Should I Do

Dear diary...

Should I lift myself from those feelings??

My mind knows your answer...

By my heart denies your answer...

Are you over me...

How? When did they happen?

Till today my heart taps on your beat...

I am confused about how you feel about me,...

Once you are so kind...

Another moment you behave as if you don't even know me...

What should I do,

Forget you as a chapter...

Or

Remember you as a novel...

I am confused...