To a Self

I see myself in my eyes

Speak a language not known to a foreign tongue

Live a life of irrationality, for the fear of self

To what means do I employ?

To what ends I chase?

Must I need know, for I am in control whilst even in slumber?

A part of me is hidden I feel

A part that I wouldn’t want to see

Unexplored corners call for help 

Silent still, its whispers to me

But if one day It comes to meet

What chaos would my world be,

One of these days when I wake up,

I wish to see my world frozen in time

To believe that I could not lose a moment,

A moment worth a lifetime goes up in flames

Tomorrow will be different, 

Sun will shine brighter than it did today,

Nights will be darker and the people merrier, 

But maybe it’s not my place to be, 

Maybe it was never meant to be