Stuck: Bipolar

I'm half hurt and half fine

They don't think I've been doing alright

I don't know if I keep chasing the shadows of the past

And I can't get through it each time

There is silence, in the room

But they are sitting calling my name and nothing changes my mood

I'm lost in the background of the past

Not sure how much this pain will last

I'm empty like the vacuum

Other moment, I'm like wrapped up in the voices of the known

The moments keep poking my head

But my tears have become frozen on the bed

What can I do to free myself from this confusion?

They want me to shine like the sun

But they don't know I'm stuck in this dark fusion

All I need is sometimes to be alone

Hurt by something eternal, I keep splitting up the wound

Take me to the place unknown

Where I keep myself hidden in an empty room

Let me scream till my last breath

Till that something eternal heals my wounds!!!