Seedlings

I read these lines

So many times.

As you sow,

So you reap.

Once I also

Try to reap.

I reap my

Torment

My desires

My aspirations

Ambitious 

Dreams

Love

Purity

And passion. 

Patiently 

I was engaged 

To rope

All these

In my heart.

And when I need 

To watering.

I can't give up

But that not

To be proper. 

As I eagerly 

Waited

To seeds

To be

Seedlings. 

I look the sky.

Yes I cross my

Fingers to rain.

But I forgot to

Attach one word

With my prayer

Which is proper. 

And I looking my

Seedlings

To grow.

They were 

Growing 

Light

Tiny

And compact.

Dances with wind.

One day it rains.

They all were to

Excited, so eager.

They danced happily 

They lingered.

They look all around.

A

I was happy. I was 

Dreamy.

I knitted my dreams.

It rains heavily. 

Some of those.

Seedlings fall

On soil.

Some were swim.

Some fall on

Each other'

Some were taken

By thunder to

Anonymously. 

I watch.

And just look.

Which seedlings.

Are left.

But

That time

I pet my

Heart.

To be

Strong.

These were seedlings 

What will happen 

If they were be trees.

I amazed not

Only in sorrow 

But smile too.