Procrastinate

If I am acting on my impulse,

It will make me weak as fuck

Because then I am doing what my mind wants me to do,

Not what I would like to do. 

If I keep my mind off and fly on auto-pilot mode,

It will take me down to the default location called hell.

Because as the fuel finishes in the tanker,

being on auto piolet and not being aware of circumstances will only lead to a crash and burn.

It is what generally happens when we masturbate, watch tv shows and play games, when we know we have important things to take care of,

We laugh, we make fun of it and called it procrastinate.

Currently I am living well, under my parent's roof and have my own room, AC with everthing that I need.

That is why I masturbate, watch TV shows and play games,

I laught, I make fun of it and called it to procrastinate.

But what will happen, when I have to live on my own and have to take care of the family on my own.

Then I would need electricity and gas to heat the stove and will need more money then to just live.

And At that time will I be able to masturbate, watch TV shows and play games?

And at that time will I be able to laugh?

And at that time will I able to make fun of it?

And at that very time will I be able to called it PROCRASTINATE?