My Favorite Chaos

Chaos where once my happiness lived,

Chaos where I found peace and my broken pieces,

Nowadays,

I am looking for that Chaos again

Even if it throws me

Deep inside the black hole of troubles.

Once I was stuck and suddenly

In between all the Chaos

I met you

You spellbound me in a way

That everything appeared falling in the place

Exactly the way I imagined them to be

And that feeling of Ecstasy

Like blessings from Eternity

You gave me comfort

Just for a while

And I assumed it as

The happiness of a lifetime.

That mysterious feeling of

Universe pulling me out of troubles

Pushing towards you

Like it wants me to find you

The hidden treasure of my life

But soon I realized

Love is blind

A small ray of hope

Felt like a sigh of relief

Starting puzzling my life

And a blunder caused

Mystery and plight.

I found myself frozen

In the middle of dark night

Can't move ahead or back

Again stunned in a chaotic place.

Years passed

I am standing there

All alone and apart

But whenever I think about that time

I found myself

Sailing in a canoe on calm water

I'll always have a soft spot for you

As once you created a perfect life for me

So you will always remain

MY FAVORITE CHAOS OF ALL TIME.

*Sailing in a canoe on calm water -> omen of happiness