Mother Nature

I wish to be with you. To live in you. To experience the isolation with you. I am deeply in love with you. Even though you are built on this complex narrative, I would like to be born a thousand times in various corners of your body and experience a life which is bound to nothing but our interconnections. Deep in you, I have a story of my own, I know I have to make that journey to be with you. A wise man once said- ‘Be the light of the world.’ In the process of finding my light, I have realized that you always had a ball of fire within you, which keeps the story of my people and me going and in this era of disconnection, I want nothing more than your gentle touch and a place in your breath. I have felt your aura, I have felt that joy and peace which as a human I have never experienced before. When I am with you I don't need a mirror or any clothes on my body, the dirt under my feet is who I am and you have no idea as to how much liberated I feel that way.

I love you. I know I wouldn't make it a week alive in you. I know I can die, I know I can see myself leaving my body and becoming nothing. I know you only sing one song and that is the song of balance. On you, many are born and many are taken away. I want to live that way, knowing that even I die, for a moment I was part of your memory. I know you will never forget me; my footprint will be encoded in you. Thousands of days that I spent within boxes and tunnels will no longer have control of me, all that illusions will be shattered on this ever ending fire. The creator will look down at me and have a laugh, he will call me his own and give me visions on how to heal my people and bring them back to a world of love. I will work for the light. I will be the light. In my suffering I will grow strong. There is so much wisdom in understanding that there are parts of me and my consciousness in all the living and in all the ever living processes. There is a divine pattern radiating, birth to death to birth, cycles after cycles, seasons after seasons. The sense of ‘I’ becoming one with the ‘whole.’

My mother, I love you. The child you gave birth to is still alive, beneath all those layers, he still loves to play and he still loves to question. I speak to him once in a while and I can see how much he craves to be nurtured in your arms again. I can see the darkness fleeing, I can see the man unbecoming. I can sense the love taking over, I can see the narrative changing. My mother, manipulate the waves and get me to the place where I can be with you. I am not brave nor I am strong to do that alone. When I wake up tomorrow, let me be in the wilderness, take me to the rocks like you did the last time and speak to me. I want a change in the world I live in, let me enjoy the Garden of Eden and the Utopia for once. Take me back to my roots and help me understand this journey. I want to come back as a story teller, a healer, a sage and a medium of eternal life. Let me create forests within the souls I meet. Let me built a community of love and harmony, let my community have space for all the earthlings. My mother, you were created with a rush of energy and wisdom. I was given a shape with the dirt in you and then with a blow of the creator’s breath. I have gone through storms and I have sat in corners and now I am optimistic about the tomorrow I am going to wake up in.

My love, I am going to sleep in your lap now, in your blanket of green and in your waves of consciousness. My love, you are a beautiful paradox and in you I will burn and in you I will turn into ashes, in my sleep I will be awakened and all in awakening, I shall spread the light. My mother, my father, all my earthlings I am complete in you. Let me sleep now and let me wake up to a revolution. Hear my prayers and let me have an eternal smile. With the synchronization of all the processes let me channel my words and my music in the mass healing of the within and the outside. Let freedom not just be an ideal, but let it be me. Let me walk on the concrete like the way I walk on the dirt. My love, let me start as an observer in silence, teach me and create the space within me for all the earthlings. I can feel your warmth already; I can feel the circle of compassion further expanding. I am going to sleep in your lap now, in your blanket of green and in your waves of consciousness. Let me wake up to a revolution.