Loneliness

After a long time,

My tears flow at random places.

After a long time,

I feel defeated.

After a long time,

I cannot control my emotions.

After a long time,

My mind is full of commotion.

After a long time,

I saw my dreams being shattered.

After a long time,

Someone's words hurt and mattered.

After a long time,

I cannot think logically.

After a long time,

Nightmares chase me gleefully.

After a long time,

I want to stay silent.

After a long time,

Nothing seems relevant.