I Loved You

There is no way to say
I never loved the way
It hit my face
As rain fell down like stars
Scattered across this darkened sky
The calm collapsed
As my knees hit the grass
This memory remains
So solace I felt
As I reached out alone
To embrace it once again.
I cannot recall
A time I had given up
Or when you’d given up on me
As it so happened
The world spins faster
As we grow farther away
If there were ever a time
When I was in need
I was always alone
As I travel further
Into this hollow place
That I so often feel at home
I call it gone, call it what you want
Just look at me, I’m not okay
And if there were words to say
I wouldn’t know them anyway
Only this whisper remains
I loved you.