Heartfelt

Breaking someone's heart, they laugh away,

Perhaps, for them, no one else matters more than themselves.

In consciousness, when nothing remains with me,

You misunderstand, thinking I haven't been hurt.

Mothers, they're mothers, giving love to all,

Mine taught me, "Son, you are not alone."

Sitting silently behind you,

Crafting a world so you can't forget.

How can I forget these memories, how do I make you understand?

What's made for me will remain mine only.

Staring intensively, these eyes have turned red,

Who you are to my face, the question persists.

I've indulged in intoxication; friends try to stop me,

Captain, is it essential or not, I may find out.

Given a chance, I've defeated people,

Can I find out if it's necessary or not?

Even with me, no one really knows,

I too am happy, I too am sad.

But this fact, besides me, no one acknowledges,

Today, I name my grave.

Crying continuously, again, I work,

Then, I talk to myself and relax a bit.

I say goodbye, pray, and salute.