Erotomania

I’m waiting again

Don’t have a place to go

Please take me back

I won’t disappoint you, this time. 

Enduring the pain alone,

Sittin’ in the dark

Seeking for someone’s help, 

All this time, you were gone.

I wish to see the real happiness & love

People talked about

Just like the fairytales,

My grandmother used to tell me. 

Just because some things are in dark

Doesn't mean it isn’t there, it exists

You could have knocked the door,

I'm just a wall away. 

I thought people resented me,

Thinking of the past, It was me all along

Who resented myself, for the sake of others happiness.

But how come you never looked at me like that?

I’ll answers the unheard questions,

Wait till I open the door, for you

Shadow of fear is leaving me

All nightmares are vanishing. 

It's not that I never trusted you, I believe you

You have waited for so long, 

I'll now let you set yourself free from me 

I promise I won't dishearten you again in my next life. 

     ''Maybe it was all my delusions''