Deep Within

It's been long 

Buried deep inside

Mixed emotions

Come out one by one

I stand still to see

What is going on

Driving me crazy

The mind is on and on 

Fear is grappling 

Me all over

For possibly no reason

But it's real 

Trust erodes

Self-doubts take over

You run towards

A black hole

Nights are long

Thoughts go on and on

You want to cry

Tears hold over 

You crave for love

Crave to get understood

Crave for unconditional support

Friends start to walk over

Everything starts to fall apart 

Life is meaningless

Such thoughts start 

Darkness takes over 

Why why is this happening

How did it come to me

Looking for answers

Buried deep inside me