Dad’s Magic

Trying to hold my tears so that mum couldn’t hear, 

Pretending to be childish as dad is here.

I went to get some air.

And realised, we have so much weights on our shoulders to bare.

I took a long breath,

And reminisced the day when I went with dad to a fair.

I closed my eyes,

There I see phosphenes.

They reminded me of the butterflies I had in the ferris.

I smiled, 

There I see dad’s grin that I saw from ferris’ top.

I exhaled,

The weight was vanished. 

I opened my eyes,

There is see dad smiling as usual, hiding his pain. 

I hugged,

It reminded of hope, love, care and magic in this infinite universe.