They blew into my life like a sweet summer breeze,
Stole my heart in an instant, made me weak in the knees...
I thought he was different... I thought they were real.
I never thought I could feel the way they made me feel.
I just don't understand why they wasted the time
When there was nothing to gain on his end or mine.
It was perfectly senseless...not one reason why.
He would just disappear without saying goodbye.
He had me floating on air, then let me crash to the ground.
It's too much to wrap my mind around.
Why play at being real? No one wins in the end.
Someone always gets hurt when the other pretends.
Why say all those things when you don't mean a word?
It's mean and it's cruel...it's completely absurd.
Now I'm left here to wonder what could've gone wrong,
My thoughts, they consume me, like a crop consumes rain.
Another sleepless night just might drive me insane.
I toss and I turn over and over again.
I can't help but feel like I've lost my best friends.
But a friend would be honest, wouldn't play with your heart.
A friend wouldn't lie to you right from the start.
A friend would still be there come tomorrow...
A friend would comfort, not cause you sorrow.
I wonder if....whatever his reasons may be
That surely they know his actions would hurt me?
And I wonder if from time to time
The thought of me might cross his mind?
Filled with tears because he lied?
I truly wish him all the best,
Hope they are okay and finds happiness...
Finds everything they are looking for...