Empty One Day

Every night when the sky was so dull

And colorless, I tried to count the stars

I tried to fill the colors in the moonless sky with colors of my blood

But it never meant anything to you

To you I am worthless, an ignorant used doll

Thrown in the corner of your four cornered jail wall

I cried out almost every night, told you how I feel

But to you, I don't exist

Like a dog cowering at its master's feet, begging for mercy

The game has grown so boring for you and tiring for me

You won't see my shadows again

Fear has captured my body and loneliness, my soul

You don't love me at all

I finally know the reality

But I will love you till my last existing breath

And so will give you the pleasure of watching me fading away

Yes I will ruin, spoil myself for you

Watch me everyday how I disappear

Disappear from your life

And will be empty one day.