The Disguised

I search for you, the lady of my heart,

Never seen, even once,

My long quest, ended in a fiasco

when you even talked, 

I don't remember the event,

never unfold the truth,

Wherever you be,

stay undercovered,

and blessed,

For you,

Life is an amusement park

But for me,

It's the other side of the coin,

"living differently, with a different concept " 

and even I don't mind,

But,

Without you,

my sky is cloudless,

mountains of  quests

turned in to dusky african deserts,

The serpentines, with their 

foul smell and poisons, crawling, stinging, biting over,

It's so painful, can't resist further,

Perhaps, I don't deserve to, being in love

As so confused, in between,

love and lust

 

You are , 

The lady love Eve,

Always deserve the best,

I have plucked the forbidden fruit from the garden of Eden,

Let me be in hell 

for yours hunger,

Ever you listen,

Understood,

The hymns, Upanishads,

The vedic saptapadi mantras,

It's simple,

as simple as the black veil you cover over your face,

Let the world be hell for me,

I can't curse,

Stay ever, 

no matter as usual 

"The disguised ".