The Unbreakable Fear

I didn't want to get out of the bed because today was the day for my results. A day for which I waited so long but now in that right moment I was terrified of what's coming . And though of what if ?? I was choking my neck. I couldn't even breath easily coz fear of something bad have over come and anxiety is breaking every ounce of hope. But still, my brain was working and trying to produce all kind of positive thoughts as tonics as it should coz my first class brain in a middle-class man has mastered in providing hopes and dreams and all positive stuff over the years.

After a loud shock to get breakfast from my mother I was awake and now it was the time to face the day which was obviously not so pleasant. Let me tell you something the fear wasn't about my failure in exam but it was actually about failing my parents. Yeah typical Indian parents who have barely survived just to raise me. Now it was the time when I was at the café. Of course, the internet at home as well it's just I needed some space to calculate the risk. Finally, I filled my roll number on the webpage by providing excellent support to my heart because it was exploding.

Then I put my finger on the enter button then my brain stared shouting oh my god! Oh my god! Please save me ... Please please pleassssssss... And then in a sudden, I pushed the button maybe it was by mistake or maybe not. It started opening. All my calculations died in a fraction of a second. When the page got open I missed my heart beat for a second. And I looked at the screen oh my god I am dead now I looked again so closely and the tear of joy came into my eyes. And I sought so loudly that neighborhood still remembers that day.