My Imaginary Sister

I was only child to my mom. She used to love me more than anyone but always I used to feel lonely since I am only child. I don't have anyone to share my thoughts and feelings by my side but that's not my fault anyways. So I started to imagine what if my life used to be if I had a sister. How she will look like, how her character used to be like and will she be beautiful lovely caring affectionate and a soul to be. I don't have any idea about it but my cousin brother and her sister used to be fighting and in my family they are only encouraging male children and there used to be so many differences in them as they say you are a girl and you are restricted for this that blah blah blah. I was thinking why the hell these kind of mentality is arousing.

My only friends write poetry and I penned my writing by thinking what if I had an imagination in which while I having a sister for myself who is elder or younger that doesn't matter but still she will be my side.

I know there will many differences of opinions within ourselves many times we may vary with many things but still I will be having someone by my side and she will be my more than my parents friends and all.

She will be person when am anger /emotionally disturbed. She used to guide pamper encourage and always by my side and I too treat her the same way. We used to chitchat share our stories and feelings which we even can't share with our parents/friends. She will be person who will be true and pure by heart mind and soul. I used to feel like these. Even I don't have anyone to talk or do things I love and there are so many restrictions. Being a girl doesn't matter nowadays but still in society being a girl has many restrictions even if we are right they badge us as you are girl and you don't have right to talk things in front of others even if it is righteous one.