Feel Useless

I cannot be a help to any of my dear ones, my relative, my friends and mates. I own nothing, I am broke, who lives in people's house, particularly my cousin. And consumes their things saved from their blood, sweat and tears. Sometimes, I wonder why I was left like that. Or is it due to my habit of procrastination and laziness? Studying is a whole lot of workload for me, This few hours of online classes weary me out. What should i do now? I want to do some productive thing which could benefit my dear ones. I want to become successful, I want to become rich for them, I really want to help and support them financially as well as emotionally. but all I could do is eat and sleep.

 

Yours, 

Someone special