Day I Laughed Through Tears

Heard of emotional trauma .. I was suffering from one.. Where everything just seemed to break, not make any sense, isolation seemed the only way to relax, as people start haunting you... That day was very crowdy, so much traffic of various emotions, I sat down on my bed, plugged in music.. took down some scribbles from my mind..

A tear rolled on the listening "Kalank nhi ishq hai, kajal piya"! This song has some emotional connection with my heart.., I crushed the paper with hand,.. closed my fist tightly, What destiny has done to me...I was crying badly, but then I started laughing out loud, What destiny has done to me, what a joke life played, aaah!!