Unexplored Love

I thought I understood what love meant.

I thought I could discover it through you.

I would have come to know how it makes wonders in life

I thought I would live something recorded through ages to live with you.

I wanted to unfold everything deep hidden in your heart

I would have had you to myself.

How hard could that be?

To see the world through your honey brown eyes.

To overcome your fears along with mine

Washing away pains, wiping off the tears and bringing thoughtless smiles.

And finally how hard it could be to simply know you.

Because you were never the less than a mystery to be solved.

The mystery I choose to solve every day.

I so wanted to hold your hand and tell you how beautiful you make my life.

So I ask again if you will ever let me in,

Even for a day or an effing moment

When you will look deep into my eyes, 

Holding me tight,

Quoting "you are all that i have"

And mean it for once

Don’t know why my heart feels clueless and my mind can’t imagine.

Cause all through the years I just couldn’t understand you.

I did everything I could possibly do. but you never rose your long-lashed eyelids to meet my eyes.

Each day goes by, all we are left with is a tad bit of emptiness.

Fishing for facts has broken the holy spell blinded unrealistic dreamscape.

Telling myself each day.



Destiny now has chosen its way.

But yet you

You still stood the same

Maybe because you were already everything you ever wanted to be.

With no urge of fixing to be.

Maybe your existence seems complete to you just like it feels to me