To All The Girls, I Have Loved
To All The Girls, I Have Loved
To all the girls, I have loved before
Let me divulge a little secret
We were lovers in this dream of mine.
Woven from the strings of the love we never had.
My strings entwined with you. All.
To all the girls, I have loved before
We were perfectly flawed. And happy.
And yet, not together.
Because we were never meant to be.
To all the girls, I have loved before
My dreams of us do not end with me waking up.
The dream ended, but my love never did.
To all the girls, I have loved before
I was a small town hazard, toxic for you. And all.
To all the girls, I have loved before
I fell for that laugh. And for the warmth.
Darling, you are too well tangled in my soul.
To all the girls, I have loved before
Each one of you reminded me of Autumn.
And like Autumn leaves I fell for you. All.
To all the girls, I have loved before
I have imagined, you lying beside me.
And my hands drawing circles on the arch of your back.
Slowly making love to your skin.
To all the girls, I have loved before
Break my heart again.
I am sick from all your cuts, constantly wanting to throw up.
To all the girls, I have loved before
Sometimes I think we were supposed to be lovers. Fairytale lovers.
To all the girls, I have loved before
I've held you (all) far too long
Allowing you all to break my heart.
Slowly. And utterly. And again.
To all the girls, I have loved before
Soon, I will not pretend of falling into your evening sky, starched by my burning fingertips.
To all the girls, I have loved before and I still do
You are my home, my paradise, and hell, that I reside in,
And eternal limbo for me to thrive and cling to dust and haunting memories,
You have claimed me, in ways I could never imagine, and in tears and pieces, I am yours, always.