The Monster Within

As I see myself in mirror,

I could hardly recognize myself,

How damaged I am,

How changed I am,

Hurting the people who loves me,

The inside voices,

I wish someone could shut it down,

For I can't bear anymore,

For am becoming something else,

How sad I have become,

Hurting the ones whom I love,

Am becoming a monster,

I feel like am drowning inside this ocean,

Just waiting to be saved,

But deeper as I go,

My body gets cold,

All I see is sadness and disappointments that I made,

Who am I!!

What I have become!!

The one thing which I feared,

Am turning into that.

I have got consumed by my own demons,

I wish someone could hear me,

I wish someone could save me,

From the monster within