Suicidal Tendencies

I feel as if I'm going to suffocate, 

I really don't want to aggravate,

This pain is just too real,

But I cover it up like it's no big deal,

This seems like my own personal obsession, 

It's my worse possible demon,

I feel I'm just invisible,

Fuxx, These feelings are just so consistant,

Damn, there's no way I can restrain,

To just keep me from saying "fuxx it" and numb the pain,

I am my own worse enemy,

I have all these suicidal tendencies,

My life's filled up with all this abuse,

And God, I'm so easily bruised, 

Maybe I'm just insane,

That's why I can't get these thoughts out of my brain,

I feel as if I'm already in my casket,

There's got to be more to life than all this bullshit,

Lord, please help me find a way,

To just wake up another day!