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Jassika yadav

Children Stories Inspirational Children

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Jassika yadav

Children Stories Inspirational Children

paper moon

paper moon

2 mins
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we wake to an odd familiarity,

more said these days than not,

single cup coffees brewing in succession as the morning begins its foreshadowed burn,

the dew’s moist breath hanging the tall oaks with fog,

and the air standing nearly still except for the slow flap of the robins’ wings lifting from the treetops


Ma sits at the old kitchen table,

sipping her coffee while leaning forward in her everyday chair,

telling stories as the sun rises,

some of them her favorites, echoes I’ve heard so many times before,

while others are surprises, custom cut-outs of time that needed somewhere to go,

so I listen, absorbing them through my skin,

nodding all the while


in the afternoon, I busy myself as she rests,

tidying and organizing and cleaning,

doing the shopping and the cooking,

all the things I hope will help ease the day-to-day business of living


at nightfall, we sit in lawn chairs on the back porch watching the squirrels scurry by,

a paper moon appearing faceless in the still cloudless sky,

stretches of blade grass sliced wide open by chain link and asphalt,

the air adorned with a constant, treaded hum,

as the trees lining the property bend to wear the shape of the welcomed wind


we talk about tomorrows and what-ifs or something funny one of the kids did recently,

but some of the time, we just sit


during the quiet times, I can no longer help but notice she seems so tired of arguing with the elements,

not quite fading into the backdrop, but slowly sinking, leaving in her wake small, concentric circles where the whole used to be


it is then that I realize the loneliness of a lifetime of parenting;

a future unknowable to a parent and a past unknowable to a child,

a reluctant knowing that time ticks by with a quickening urgency and you never want to let go


and in the pinky-red glow of the setting of the sun, I know:

soon, I’ll have to say goodbye


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