I Miss You

My eyes are dry

Still searching for you here and there

Yet it gets filled up easily.

It's not that I don't look good if I smile

If I do so that little jerk reminds me of him

I would hide it again.

As I look at those photographs

I realize I am nothing without you

I have stopped clicking pics

Which reminds me every time about you.

Stop your drama I heard..!! You have been high for the past two days, didn't the doctor tell me it's not good for you to booze.

Drama?? Why did you even tell that?

What's gone is gone don't act like a child..!!

Get rid of him and he is dead in your life. Stop acting like stupid, move on yaar..!!

Woohoo..!! A child's play? A drama?

Do you even know,

You call it child's play

I call myself an infertile

I was that child with him

Who had forgotten the entire world?

You call it drama..seriously??

My heart is heavy in grief

Yet I know its beating right

I know it's my eyes that can't hide

It will get filled up easily.

It's the heaviest part

Completely filled with grief

Yet it's still shallow.

Yes I am drunk

I am that pinout who drinks my own tears

Who gets high on his memories

I am beautifully incomplete

Yet deep inside I do still wait.

Wait? Still?? How long can you wait? Don't he himself asked you to move on? Yet why do you want to hold on to him? Isn't it insanity?

Insanity..!! That insanity itself is keeping me alive.