Holding on

I thought I had forgotten him ;

Until I opened my hidden gallery,

Until I remember his memories at midnight,

Until I remembered him in every song I heard,

Until I dreamed about him,

Until I lost my sleep for him,

Until I prayed for him in my every prayer,

Until I missed him in every part  of my life,

Until I searched for him everywhere I went,

Until I realised, I am smiling when I think of him,

Until I thought of giving up my life for him,

Until I saw myself losing my life in search of him,

I don't know if he will come or not,

But a part of me is still waiting for him