Farewell to Teenage

Nineteen years back I was born

not so adorn 

but as I grew, I became silent

I don't know people called me innocent

some made fun and made me feel

they uprooted skin and they did peel

for then I realized it was a disgrace to live

then realized I had a lot to give

I gave smiles, happiness and sorrows

thinking everyone returns what one borrows

Then understood being true was not worth it

as my emotions to others meant a piece of shit

I was merely turning myself into ash

I awakened to find panache

to gain it, to feel it, I started living

I got it by singing and rhyme

I tried to unite and bring several smiles

I wanted to file success into piles

but then came a storm

it was abnormally warm

things went wrong

I forgot I was strong

to reclaim myself to reform

to change every laid norm

I froze once in a group discussion

inside I felt some kinda combustion

I forgot the passion I had in my heart

people's fingers pointed as a dart

I got my confidence to learn and inculcate

and knew there were 10000 things to deviate

I promised to myself I shall stand high

to touch above my head was a beautiful sky

I relive now as an in-extinguished fire

now I wont set my own funeral pyre..