ELUDING HOPE

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12/7/12

 

IT STILL RAINS,

SHOWERING BLISS

 

HOPES ARE IGNITED ....

A NEW SPIRIT,,,

 

IT’S SPRING IN THE MINDS..........

IT’S LIGHT PIERCING ,

THE HITHERTO DARKNESS

 

THERE WAS SMILE,

ALL AROUND

 

 BUT,

IT RAINS INSIDE ME,

SHOWERING THROES,

OF DEJECTION,

BEYOND BOUNDS

 

DEPRESSED TO THE CORE,

IT’S ME,

ERODING FROM MYSELF

 

YES, I AM BOUND TO SUFFER THIS,

FOR REASONS,

UN EXISTING

WHERE AM I?

THE SEARCH IS ON…

 

THE LAST THING YOU FORGET,

IS YESTERDAY

AND THE VERY LAST YOU ACCEPT, 

IS REALITY

 

FOR TODAY,

GUARD A CRADLE,

PAMPERING THE STARKEST.

 

FOR REALITY,

PILFERS,

EVEN THE EPHEMERAL PLEASURE,

FROM THE FRAGILE INNER HORIZONS,

TRANSFIGURING THE FUNKIEST,

TO STOIC

 

YOU NO LONGER SMILE FOR THE VERY SAME, 

WITH THE VERY SAME,

FOR,

YOU ARE NO LONGER THE YOU,

A MOMENT AGO.

IT’S OVER.

IT’S OVER. THE SEARCH

FOR,

IT WAS BUT GOING BACK. 

 

NOW, 

I AM BACK.

BACK,

FROM THE DESPERATION TO GO BACK.

FROM THE SEARCH TO DIG YESTERDAY.

FOR,

TO GO BACK IS FANTASY.

FANTASY IS THE FIRST RESORT OF THE ONE,

WHO LOST

FOR,

TO LOSE IS, TO GO BACK.

TO QUIT IS TO LEAVE.

TO WIN IS TO STAY

AND TO LOSE TOO,

IS TO STAY.

 

STAY AWAY, 

FROM LEAVING

NOW,

I SHED THE PAST.

 

GO BACK PAST.

JUST GO BACK