Deserved Abandoned

I've loved you even when I was mistreating you,

There was never a time when I wasn't in love with you, with you,

I'm well aware now that you weren't aware of my love after I had changed and began hitting you,

Oh, how I badly wish to reverse back time and stop myself,

I can't imagine how hard it was for you when even I couldn't tolerate myself,

Thank you for being with an undeserving person like me,

I know now that angels exist,

Abuse is abuse and all reasons for my past actions are nothing but balant excuses,

You have all the right to blame me for how I was and what I did in tones,

You never left me, I made you leave because I became ungrateful,

Yes, my love, I completely deserved to be abandoned.