Bullshit From A Confused Mind

I wish I knew what’s going on inside

I’m no stranger, thought I owned the place

And yet here I am clueless sitting outside

Brooding over what I already knew

Nowadays I’m not involved in the decisions

The heart just does what it feels

While the brain vainly tries to reason

Indeed a broken heart is stronger than a logical brain

May be this isn’t me or probably a better me

I’m just clueless and confused

Like a chameleon in a bag of skittles

Yet I wish I knew what’s going on inside

Line between right and wrong kept sacramental

Has been blurred to unrecognizability

Liberating the soul from shackles of conscience

Releasing the free spirit with infinite evil and goodness

I know not what I should be afraid of

Blurring of the lines or that it felt good

And yet here I am locked outside

Wishing I knew what’s going on inside