A Million Words

A million words I cannot utter,

They trickle down my mind down to my tongue,

And yet I still can't let them fall off my lips.

A million words

That run through my mind

Faster than the speed of light,

And here I am at 12 am

Staring out the window

Trying to grasp them all while they play hide and seek.

A million stars and I'm still not sure

Where my own northern one lies but here I am.

I count a million cars passing by

And I wonder where they go, I wonder.

Where will I go.

A million ways to tell you

Who I am but I'm to complex for even myself.