The Heart-Rending Love Story

The heart-rending love story will make you go through the true emotions of love and could even make you cry !!!

 

What exactly is love..?  Love is a profoundly tender, passionate affection and unconditional care for another person. The person could be a parent, child, friend or partner. In this story, we will talk about the love between a young boy and girl.

 

Love may happen at first sight or might take decades. For some people it is the best feeling on earth. All you care about, think about is your beloved. However, is love always beautiful? It is not, as loving, a wrong person could lead your life to hell. It will take away all your happiness. I was one to make that mistake of loving a wrong girl. However, as they say ‘Love is Blind’ and I blindly loved her.

 

It has been six years and two months and I feel it happened yesterday. Even now when I think about past I have tears rolling down my eyes. I have no idea why I still live in those memories. I can never forget the day I met her. That day started like an ordinary day but I never thought off it would end up being the most beautiful day of my life. Almost each day we had our principal inspecting the class but that day was a bit different. All the students suddenly where paying keen attention to the principal not because of his speech but due to a beautiful girl present with him. Her dark back colour hair flowed in waves to adorn her glowing, porcelain-like skin. Her eyes, framed by long lashes, were a bright, emerald-green and seemed to brighten the world. A straight nose, full lips - she seemed the picture of perfection. Had she smiled, the world would sigh with contentment. And had she wept, the whole world would want to comfort her. The first time I saw her I went blank. I could hear my heartbeats beating as fast as a high-speed train. I felt everything near me have paused. I could literally hear saxophones and guitars around me. 

 

She seemed bit nervous and entered the class grooming her hairs. I waited on the sidelines watching my fellow mates approaching her. She was deflecting everyone’s conversations and I could see her eyes searching for a genuine person. Days went and each night I use to dream about her. In my dream, I always tried to impress her. I even used to say romantic dialogues. I was going crazy but always feared to express my feelings to her. I always prayed that she should sit beside me in the class. I think God heard my prayers and one day I was lucky as she came and sat near me. I was on top of the world. She gave me a smile but I was so excited that I was acting weird in front of her. That moment was truly magical.

 

Lecture started, I could read tension on her forehead, as she has not completed her homework. Without even thinking, I placed my homework on her desk. Before she could reply, our old angry professor beat me up. Beaten by sticks where quite hurting, but I acted strong in front of her. After the lecture, she came running behind and hugged me from back. I went blank and gave her a smile. She thanked me and asked for a cup of coffee as a return gift / or maybe as to recovery of the guilt. From that day my love story started.

 

 I enjoyed our first coffee at CCD and from then we started messaging and meeting quite often. I always wanted to make my chats interesting so that she is eager to reply me. I madly started commenting on every single picture she had on all the social media sites. I even started saving her pictures on my laptop and used to see it repeatedly. I had around 600 pictures of her. At this time, I was really crossing all the limits of madness, as any true lover would have. I use to be so excited for her replies that each time I received a text, I use to grip my cell thinking of her reply. I use to check my phone millions of time and I loved the feeling of being crazier.

 

I realised for the first time I need to earn money for her.  I started up with tuitions near my locality. Days went off; I use to buy lots of gifts for her. We stared spending lot of time together. I did not leave a moment to impress her or make her feel special. Finally, on her birthday I thought to propose her. I was so worried and nervous at the same time because I feared a negative reply from her.

 

I dressed up well and took her to the old monument in the city. As she stepped in, there was a shower of flowers all over her. There were hundreds of candles lightening and the moon light shined bright. There were small children holding posters which says [ love you , miss you , want you , be mine , etc ]  I went down on my knees with flowers and with a lot of courage and affection I told her I LOVE YOU!

I expressed all my feelings to her. I told her how special she is for me and I want to live my life with her.

 

Her face was a blank that made me worried. There were still layers of emotions flowing in me. Her voice broke the silence and the word I heard still goes around my mind, she said yes, I love you too…!!  I tightly hugged her. Until now, this story looks so beautiful but the climax starts now.

 

After few days, during lectures there were boys troubling her. These incidents used to occur earlier too but now I was possessive and protective at the same time. Better than ignoring them, I messed up with them. Being a pretty girl there boys behind her. Each time I use to visit class I could find her close with a different boy. This made me depressed I started fearing that she would leave me. Several times, I wanted to clear these things with her but every time she used to change the topic.  This made me more worried. Many questions started ticking in my kind. Is she hiding something? What does she want? Is she going to ditch me? Am I a time pass?  However, later I realised my mistake that loving someone also means trusting your lover. I started trusting her.

 

As time passed, I thought she was done with me. How much ever I tried she use to find me boring and not caring. All I need to care about is her happiness her birthday, her dads birthday, in fact her friend’s birthday too. Her small likes and dislikes. I wanted too but how much ever I tried she was not satisfied. It is very important that in love one needs to be mature and understandable. When I find her with boys it is her right that she can spend time with whom so ever she wishes too. I do not have to be so possessive or judgemental. I totally agree with it, but when she finds me with some girl, I need to give whole lot of explanation why I was with her. In fact, on the top of that I need to be sorry.

 

After a year or two all those season of love vanished and what left was me dragging this relation. The fights where increasing but I was trying my best as I loved her and I do not wanted to lose her. Later, she started treating me badly and ignored me. She started avoiding my calls and messages. Moreover, she started hanging out with other boys. I was serious worried about her behaviour. I thought these problems are like small waves that can be tackle. However, I had no idea that the biggest wave was still waiting which would surely destroy my love boat.

 

She shifted to some other class division. There was a boy in her new class that attracted her lot. She started interacting with him they were close enough. She started ignoring me and giving me excuses for that boy. After days passed, I decided to have a talk with her. That day I wanted to clear up everything but unfortunately, that ended up being worse. We had an official break up. The lines she told me that day were too harsh. Still when I have a flash back, I have tears in my eyes. She said, I have no value in her life, I was nothing to her. According to her, I never loved her and did not do anything for her.

 

We had many breaks earlier but still I somehow managed to bring her back. Each time I did something for her, she wanted me and each time when I do not, she hated me. I wanted her back in my life. This time I only wished to have a space in her heart. I drove to her home, thinking this would surely make up something. I tried calling but I was already blocked somehow I managed to send her message from a common friend we had. She knew I was there down waiting for her but she didn’t even showed her face to me. I waited there for four hours but I got nothing. I wrote her hundreds of letters, I cried millions of tears but I knew they could not bring her back.  I loved her truly and even if I try hard, I still end up missing her. I did my best for her but she left me all alone. I was heartbroken but I never wanted to be a stone in her happiness. All I care about was her happiness.

 

I still thought she loves me but I got the news of her getting into a relation with that new boy. I was shattered.  I did not want to react but I could not stop myself, which was a time I thought to commit suicides. However, how foolish I was to think of ending my life. Each time I use to close my eyes I use to see her and each time when I opened I wanted to see her. I dreamt of being her my beloved partner and now I was struggling to find a small place in her heart. This continued for a year, each day went trying, loving, missing and crying. I was done now I decided to end this struggle for once and hence I went to her and told her how much I love her. She knowing all the facts refused me, that brought tears to my eyes and soon I was on knees but she was not bothered. I made up my mind to move on. That day I realised there was no hope with her and has self-respect too. One cannot beg for love. I hope one day, she would definitely realize how much I loved her. Somewhere I felt bad but I never had anger or revenged feeling for her. I believe where there is true love there is no anger but hopes. True lovers are those who live there life in the memories of their beloved. Even if I try hard, I could never hate her, I loved her from the first time I saw her and each day that love kept on growing. Love is like life it is not easy on every path, but does we leave the hand of life? Do we stop living? No, then why should we stop loving. I thought I understand love but no I was wrong no one could understand love not because it’s complicated but because it’s magical. 

 

Finally I with great efforts of mine and help of my friends I was able to overcome. I moved on in life. I just want to tell you all love a right person because I do not want anyone to face the situation I have ever been. Understand love and I hope this story will help you in some way. And yes I always love my every reader…!!