Societyeer'r, RESPONSIBILITY !

I don't know what will I come out in end? But whatever the outcome of results will be, all credits would go to my familia. So stop hindering in this Life. 

24th January 2021,

5:34pm, late dusk.

Walking down the rainy streets from tuition, with earphones on ears and listening to ARIJIT SINGH songs was all good. Meanwhile one of my relatives met me amid. I knew there was no purpose of it, yet to have fun and boasting off about his son, were clearly visible on his face. He took a PAAN ( Betle quid) and started chewing, spitting to and fro. After a while with a deep breath he commenced with his worthless lectures. Though I overlooked, but being a student, I had to listen...

Annonymous- Padhke ke bhi tum kya kar loge, tumse to kuch nhi hoga! Chhod do yeah tuition! Yeah tumhare bas ki baat nhi hai… (What will you do by studying, nothing will happen by you! Leave the tuition! You are worthless).

Almost I went into deep silence after hearing the toxic words of a ruthless fool, who cares none of my business. Yet, enjoys inserting his knowledges on my life.Hearing for continuously more than 5 minutes.With an inflaming anger, felt like a fire ran all over my body, the blood was pumping rapidly before than normal times, to every single edges. Suddenly, I took a notice of my hand; to be honest a deepish red colour was formed over my palm.

But unfortunately… INNER PEACE, as if someone just apprised from within. Immediately I vacated out, from that scene. But how far could I? On reaching home, I rushed towards my room, closed the door and screeched out my heart. A glance of the whole scenario was floating in front of my eyes. Meanwhile when all the agonies went down, beholding at the clock, the TICK TICK sounds were echoing before my ears. As if the clock was influencing me to come out with this incident and exhibit the drawbacks of our SOCIETY. This beautiful heart, once which was filled with love and respect now has been hurt badly, in return every emotions came to an End.So a desire from depth of my heart towards you’ll, to accompany me on exchanging your views on this SOCIETY and to have a glimpses which went, with this Life...

Hello World,

This Covid 19 has broke down the motion of the whole world. The pandemic bored you’ll?… Me too. Sojourning at homes, adhering the covid 19 protocols; now seems as the mind has completely gone insane. In pratical words… We nearly went into confinement. I do believe when this deadliest disease has awaken, one day or another, it would surely check out from this Earth.

Well I promised you’ll, on narrating about my brother. Who unpredictably withered off his right arm but unfortunately, I was trapped into the mouths of a HYPOCRITE. An incident which took place on 24th January, in which the glimpses of the event reflected before my eyes and this lead me into deep nostalgia. Apologising from this side, but assure you’ll, will return with his memoir in next article.

Let’s rewind you’ll towards the PAST… As the sand is flowing with hastily, the particular moment has arrived after holding patience for nearly six months and eagerly awaiting for every single days and nights,from 24th January 2021; to raise out this topic in open.

Continuously shedding tears for hours, with a sudden; KNOCK KNOCK… I wiped my tears and opened the door, for seconds I was stunned looking at my father.

I didn’t expected that my father would shut down his ears ,and eagerly with holding utmost attention he would listen to the murmurs of the anonymous.

The first day of my life when my father lost his trust on me. With tears flowing from his eyes. He wrathed down all his frustrations and with a deep sorrow he left.

Tears formed on my eyes as I couldn’t hold myself; the very first thought which came in my mind, after gazing the misery; of attempting SUICIDE.. Yes! For days, I almost sank into depressions and constantly cursed these assholes..

After an hour, he summoned me and apprised:-

Dad- Don’t take their words on your heart. As it may have a negative impact. I know and trust you. Focus on your career; give your best, and leave the rest. Pay no attention on rumors as these morons are born to abhor one or another.

With a grin on my face, I came outside, to start this life with a new phase… You know he told the most valuable WORDS..

He said, and I quote it on my Heart, “ Son I can accept your Failures, b-ut can’t perceive you; sinking into depressions with low spirits.

These words were enough for me to get Motivated. The envisions which were appearing an hour ago, before my mind of attempting SUICIDE was all worthless. Every mortals live their Life, with so enthusiastically and brightly. Then why should slaughter own self?

EPILOGUE...

To all my brave warriors; A small WORDS on my behalf:-

We stumble due to the Taunts of our neighbors, yet chase our dreams in this caviling world. The prominent thing which I say to everyone is “HAVE FAITH IN YOUR SELF.” cause you are the creator of your Destiny. People’s who are born to stimulate you, WELCOME them in your Heart, as they are stepping stones of SUCCESS. As nowadays getting a job is an achievement.

On our school days, when getting an average percentage, the first mortal who will judge in the terms of performance is our SOCIETY. “ARE SUNO MERA BETA 99% LAYA HAI; APKA BETA KO KITNA AAYA?” To be honest they’ll howl and taunt in front of their relatives. Do these neighbors really matters in your life? For me they are handful of dusts, which can be scrubbed off with squeezly and coarsely if it’s too late. Now according to them, if a student loves the concept of NEWTON’S LAW, then most probably each and every students should love it… Why ?can’t a student love the INDIAN HISTORY? Is this a rule specified on our INDIAN CONSTITUTION?

Each and every children has the right to learn whatever they desire? They can became according to their heart craves..

To my dearest members of SOCIETY,

Stop this hypocrisy! If you want to become a judge, then go out and opt for post in courts. Not in the fields of Performance and Appearance. May be my words, may sound unwelcome to you, but you are the core behind it. Speaking herby, on behalf of 472 millions students including colleagues, mesmerize and encourage us on the basis of talents rather than stalking and pretending to be a faithful relatives.Treat us with love and happiness instead of criticizing and denouncing. Stay in the HEART’S of a child, not in the part of their ANXIETIES…

Winding up by my speech, a humble request, to you’ll change your attitudes and try to innate the right outlook towards every children. As I apprised earlier; Children’s are equally to buds, nourish them with slowly and tenderly. Surely they’ll blossom leaving out with a beautiful fragrance ..

I cannot be of your class, but someone’s administrator block or a campus.

Signing off,

Subhajeet Patra.