Pretended Strong Girl

She is a common woman like others. Neither she is happy nor sad just a common woman. Her childhood was pretty well. Her parents were open minded, they gave her all the freedom in her life and wanted her to be a very strong and independent girl. She was studying in well reputed school. Her teachers were also supportive and loved her as she was a bright student. But nobody knew the dark aspect of her life. She had no friends, not even a true friend in her class. All the classmates bullied her, for she was very simple; couldn't understand the code language and secrets of those so called cool friends and for her very short height and even for her religion, as she was the only student in the whole class with that religion.

Once she was boycotted by the whole class for sharing her tiffin with others and also eating there's. That time nobody said anything to her but later boycotted her. She was so innocent that could not understand the reason of her being ignored as her parents did not tell her about this discrimination, they always told her, "We all human beings are the same we all are equal, nobody is lower or upper than others." But she felt bad about it. So she asked her parents to change her section. But her parents refused by saying, "Be a strong girl, deal with your problems on your own. Don't run away from the hardships of life otherwise when we will not be there with you how will you cope up w

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ith it." But they didn't give her any advise to deal with the problems. Whether they would not handle the whole situation but could give her a simple clue which would be a pretty good favour for her. But no they never did that, they left her all alone with those complications of her life, just to make her, as they called it, strong and independent. Everybody was enjoying those school days but that pitty girl was all alone. Then in any how she survived there as her teachers loved and respected her, but they never got to know her dilemma as she never got the courage to tell them. But that experience built the whole personality of her. 

Now when she is a woman she shows herself very strong and independent, but still from somewhere deep inside she is the same pitty little girl of those days and she is still struggling in making new relationships which is affecting her field work and personal life both. Now in her work place she performs very well but when it comes to socialize with her colleagues and society, she fails to do that. And it's hindering her progress. She hides from people which seems to be bizarre to them. They think that when she works so well then why does she hide herself from people! They try to be friend with her as they like her. But she is running away from them with notion in her mind that it may be possible; when they will know her well, she will be left alone again.