I Just Wanna Hold You... ✨🕊️

Verse
I just wanna go back in time
To understand your silent pain
Behind this quiet smile...
I just wanna go back in time
I just wanna see the world from your
Eyes, to see in which cage you
are hidden
Pre-Chorus
I wish I could reach your heart
And wanna see which storms
you were holding inside before
you faded away from my shine
Tell me now where I can find you
Chorus
I just wanna become your soul
Because I wanna feel you in
that time
I just wanna hold back in that
Time
I just wanna rest with you
In this sky and want your
heartbeat to stay with me all
the time
I just wanna see which
River of sorrow is flowing in you
I just wanna hold you
I just wanna breathe you
In your silence echoes
In that time
Outro
But you are my sky always saying
hi to me
This is my forever regret, but I will
meet you beyond this life
My love is eternal for you
I am sunrays and you are my sky
After this life, my life forever only
ends on you
My Miru, but you are infinite in
the form of the sky
                                                                                                               ∞ 𝓵𝔂𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓼. 𝓜𝓪𝓯𝓲𝓪
This lyrics has a hidden meaning. I wrote these lyrics for Haruma Miura. He was a Japanese actor and singer. Actually, I watched a J-drama named Sky of Love. This J-drama was released in 2007, and in that drama Miru dies because of an illness. While watching it, I cried a lot, and from that moment I became one of his biggest fans because he is one of the greatest actors I have ever seen in J-dramas.
But actually, he died in 2020 at the age of 30. I still don’t know why he died, but my love and admiration for him will stay forever. May this stunning angel rest in peace. ✨🕊️