Help Me

Look at me. LOOK AT ME I SAID! Why should I? Your nothing but no help. I'm the one who gets more hurt. I have pain. But you just don't know. I never tell u. Cus I don't want you to know. I bleed a lot. I get dizzy sometimes. I don't do drugs but other people make me. I can't hold it anymore. When people say die. I say this. Maybe one die I will. Or maybe you then. I get slapped hard. I tied up in my own mind. I need help. But I can't tell you. Hey? I'm sorry to hear that. I would helped you. You should have known that. I was going to tell you. But... but.. you never listen one bit. And I hate that. So now I know. I can help you more each day. Okay? Okay. And then I smile. I can't help it but smile. By his words. It helps me. But should I trust this person? I don't know yet but I might as well.