Haunted By Her Past

She was on a slippery path back some years ago.

Slowly fell into the wrong things.

Doing all kinds of shit things.

At that time, her mind was on a different level.

Not the kind of level, that anyone wants to be at.

Every day she was living on the edge.

Gripping tightly just hanging on.

Soon she would fall, and no one will know.

It's funny how people think they know you, but really don't.

On the outside, she was happy to go lucky, but inside she was falling apart.

If something didn't give up very soon, her life will have ended.

She was really going nowhere, doing nothing.

Just scoring and drinking, every day was the same. 

You become greedy, not caring for others.

Well, the way she sees it if you can't care to yourself.

Then others, don't have a chance to hope in hell.

On most days, she felt like shit, looked like shit.

The way she tells it, she was shit.

If one doesn't care about one's self, why should others?

At end of the day, everyone has their own good and bad things to cope with.

Everyone is out for there self, family ties are really a thing of the past. 

For most of her life, she has been on her own.

Disowned by her family, it's not their fault really.

She brought that on herself, she's a loner will always be that.

It's what she knows, today life has changed.

She's now married to my prince charming, they share a beautiful daughter together.

If it was not for her finding true love, she believes she would have been found dead in some gutter someplace.

Today she's happy as I can be, but confess that her past haunts her at times.