Guilt Trip in a Lockdown
Guilt Trip in a Lockdown


Dear Diary,
It's been several days since the lockdown, and I think I have lost track of time and date. The world is in trouble; people are suffering all over the globe; we are stuck inside our houses. But let's talk about something else that everyone is facing inside our homes. " The Guilt Trip." Even though now I have the leisure time that I always wanted to take a step back and enjoy life, but still, I am anxious by thinking about the future.
In a sense, it's the "irony of life" that when we want something, and we get it in abundance, we lose the value of it, and we crave to go back to our busy life.
I don't know if you can relate to me, but recently this is happening to me if I spend time on leisure activities even though it feels great. Still, at the same time, I have this guilty feeling back in the back of my head for not doing something productive at that time regarding my future. So, today I sat in th
e morning and gave it a thought, why is it so that nowadays work life is more important than having a peaceful life? Why we feel guilty in taking care of ourselves? Why does it feel like we have wasted time? Isn't the whole purpose of work was to be a helping hand for us to live a life of content, but why is that our ambition has become more important than our happiness. So today I made a resolution that I am going to follow:
Life is an unknown storybook with each day being a new chapter-
So,
Don't over plan, go with the flow ... and you will reach where you are supposed to go......
It's all about balance, we should work for our future but at the same time should enjoy the present as well because both go hand in hand.
I hope you can also enjoy these days without worrying or having a guilt feeling there will be ample time for doing them both. Do whatever you like without regretting it. As life is too short to have regrets.