Feelings

Envy just a small word of four letters but the consequences of this are deeper than the sea.

By envying a person we confirm his superiority and we only count his blessings and ignore ours.

I had one cousin who was from a remote village and I treated her as if she's a dumbass from stone age not knowing anything. I pitied her worn-out looks, old fashioned clothes disheveled hair, and her total outdated being.

Whenever I would go to my native village I would take new dresses for me and give my old one to her. But she would even take those happily.

Things changed time changed, she moved out of that village, she got admission in IIT maybe she didn't have many distractions in her small world..She got a big packaged job in New York.

Married her fellow worker. Today she has her own home a good job.and a happy marriage.

But she still is a very simple girl a plain jane pure at heart and soul.

But now my feeling towards her has changed from pity to envy.

Maybe I always envied her, envied her happiness her simplicity her purity.