With Drawen

Oh why does it have to be met in the centre of all this 

A few of them took me as a responsibility while the others never saw me that way 

They always saw me as a treat to their pocket They saw my being as a big threat to them 

I was been left alone to think about myself 

They left me to the mercy of a man

Outsiders see me and have petty on me 

Because to them, I have no one 

Not a dime was left behind to fend for 

I ate my thoughts as food and tears as water 

Again they left me to the mercy of a man

I do not what wrong I have done 

I tried to plead with them for help 

But it brought more pain which was inflicted upon me as a curse, I tried again but was kept on mere words which have not been fulfilled 

Oh so I tried to be happy once more 

To find happiness with the one who gave me life became an offence to those who never gave me a chance to feel happy 

Will I be subjected to this torture forever 

No, I will seek peace with he who gives me life for where they are living, they are light 

As time goes by I started seeing myself as a liability to all of them 

Well I was never a response to anyone 

I knew that one day they will get tired of helping 

So I started to detach myself from them

I don't know what they expect of me.