"When father is not at home"

It was Saturday morning. That morning is not the same morning, it was a beautiful morning because my father usually had a holiday on Saturday and Sunday is happens to happen. My mother starting to wake me up in the morning at 6'o clock and I wake up nearly 6:30 am. I see that my father is not in the room I thought that today is there holiday so might be they get up early. 

In thought of this thing, I brushed my teeth. After that what I see is unexpected. My father is going to office. He is just binding up his rucksack. And having a Pan Am smile on his face. I immediately recognized the smile. And I got dismayed and upset. And then my father departed.

And when my father goes. It was not working that today is Saturday.( 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲, "𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝘀 𝗹𝗮𝗮𝗴 𝗵𝗮𝗶 𝗻𝗵𝗶 𝗿𝗮𝗵𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗮). Because we together had a lot of fun, mirth and a lot of things to do....... 

I am realizing that without father we had no life for whom we live...... 

I was just missing my father and that lot of fun which he and me had..... 

Suddenly one thought came to my mind that only for few hours my father had gone to the office and I am feeling not so good on the other hand some children's did not have fathers how did they feel?!..... 

For few hours I react like this and how did they react when they are not with their father.... He only sees them in photos not in real life..... 

I write this because I want to share the feeling which I had towards my father I don't want to lose him even in my fearsome dreams....... 

I can't express how much I love my father he is a realistic hero in my life and will be forever. My heart did not beat without you..... 

I love my father....... a lot.

 Thank a lot to read this....... 🌹